Since it’s been longer than
planned between updates I figured a little recap was called for. Warning there is some adult language ahead,
be on the lookout for possible F-Bombs.
Due to the move from New York to
South Carolina we had to change insurance providers. Our new insurance company in their infinite
wisdom decided that they wouldn’t approve Botox treatment even though Botox had
been the one therapy that was helping and had been approved by our insurance
company in New York. They decided that
they wouldn’t approve it until I jumped through hoops, did a little dance, and
tried various other drugs. The bastards basically said “screw you”. I guess to be fair to the insurance company
Chiari headaches aren’t really migraines which is what Botox is approved for,
they are more like atypical migraines with pain that can encompass the entire
head and that never goes away. If you’ve
ever had a migraine imagine having one almost every single day of your life followed
by bad headaches the other days and that’s sort of what it’s like living with
Chiari.
So since Botox was out for now my
new neurologist sent me home armed with headache journals, various medication
samples that were to be used to try and break the rally bad headaches and a
prescription for Lyrica. Let me tell you
right up front that the med’s we tried to break the headaches with did
nothing. We tried Isomethept, Relpax,
and Diclofenac just to name the ones I can remember.
Back to Lyrica, yes the Lyrica you
see on television that’s used for diabetic nerve pain and fibromyalgia, and where
the voice over guy talks about a long list of side effects like “serious, even
life threatening, allergic reactions”, “suicidal thoughts or actions”, and
“weight gain”. Before I started taking
Lyrica every time the commercial came on it made my inner voice over guy say
“may cause death or other serious side effects, but hey you won’t have any more
nerve pain”. For the record the only
side effect I’ve experienced is a little weight gain. There is however a side benefit to taking
Lyrica, it calms involuntary limb movement.
Involuntary limb movement is one of the other gifts I have, my legs jump
and move involuntarily when I lay down or even just relax on the couch, my arms
like to get in on the act too. The
movement isn’t always perceptible like when the muscles are spamming but it is
maddening. This involuntary limb
movement makes getting to sleep almost impossible not only for me but also for
my poor wife. Between the nightly
“Chiari Shuffle” while trying to find a position that makes my head and neck
comfortable and the crazy legs doing their thing and of course the apnea
induced snoring once I am asleep I can’t believe my wife hasn’t moved into one
of the other bedrooms so she can get some sleep. Joyce, you are a saint!
You don’t just start out at a
high dose of Lyrica you have to start low and work your way up; I started out at
50mg per day and worked my way up to 600mg per day. Right from the start Lyrica calmed my crazy
legs and I started getting much better sleep.
Once the dosage got up to around 450mg per day the headaches started
getting much more bearable. I was even able
to build a foundation for our shed and didn’t have to go lay down to recover when
I was finished, usually that kind of
physical activity would result in a long visit to our bed with the pillow over
my head. Things were going really good while
I was on the Lyrica, I still had a headache 24/7 but the pain was less sever
and it felt like I had my life back, then one day in mid-January 2016 my head
exploded. It didn’t explode in pain, it
exploded when I went to pick up my Lyrica prescription and the pharmacy told me
that it was going to be almost $500!!! That’s a freakin’ car payment!!! My health insurance had once again screwed me
over; they were no longer going to cover Lyrica. They wanted me to try other therapies to see
if something less expensive would work.
I wanted to call them and once I got a human operator say “Fuck You” and
hang up. So my doc switched me to Depakote
which is normally used for treatment of epilepsy, but also helps people with
migraines. There are usually little to
no side effects from Depakote but there is one side effect that hit me hard
while on Depakote, sever muscle pain. I
could barely walk it hurt so much, as you can guess I stopped taking it. I went back to taking fistfuls of Advil, and
the crazy legs came back which meant less sleep which means worse headache
pain. So January through May was
basically hell on earth for me and my family. I’m not exactly fun to be around when the pain
is really bad. Then in June Dr. Boor tried to get Lyrica
approved again, it was approved, but with our high deductible plan it’s still a
car payment until I hit a certain amount out of pocket, blah blah blah, insurance
bullshit, blah, blah, blah but at least I’m back on it and the severity of the
headaches is going down. And the crazy
legs are no longer crazy.
In the meantime - thanks to the headache
journals and my neurologists’ persistence - after more than a year our
insurance has finally approved Botox, of course the insurance jerks only
approved it through the end of this year.
I wonder what hoops I’ll have to jump through starting in January, I
guess proof that I average 18 migraine days per month, sometimes more sometimes
less, and a regular old pounding-throbbing headache the other 12 or so days of
the month wasn’t enough to get it approved past this year, UGH! But back to the
good news, I go to see Dr. Boor this Friday to start the Botox therapy, sure
it’s 30 some-odd needles to various parts of my head, face and neck but I can’t
wait to get started. Plus I’ll have a
nice wrinkle free forehead. The hope is
that between the Lyrica and Botox I can get down to maybe 5 migraine days per
month, I can live with that, I just wish I could schedule which days they happen.
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